Ok I put up with alot from my b/f. He, out of nowhere will just become this red Hulk figure, and hates me from time to time. He just becomes this utter asshole. Won't talk to me or be near me. He argues over money all the time. I can't take it anymore! I've been thinking about it for awhile now, and I want to move home for awhile. I want to go away for awhile and see if it changes things. I plan on moving back for like six months, or less. This all depends on my quickness to get my life to...

Ok what I don't get is how a person like me gets the remote chance to even talk to a guy like this?! Ok I get it, I have a great personality. I'm a very open-book type of gal. But I still don't get it. I guess if I don't accept it I will never understand.

Wahoo number two of the day - my best friend is no longer moving out to Cali!! I called her up today to she if she would like to go to the Muni with me. The Muni is (Municipal Cafe) is in Hartford. It's the hangout for the Drum and Bassics party I had planned on going to this nite. She told me that she isn't moving out there anymore. YEAH!!! Wahoo number three of the day - I now have a 90% chance of going to the party. Francesca would love to go and all I have left to worry about is the mool...

I can't believe it! I had this awesome dream this morning. I was dating this guy...actually a guy who is totally not my type....but maybe this is showing me something. He was extremely good looking, Black hair down past his ears, brown eyes, soft slightly tanned skin, beautifully pursed lips, I could go on painting his picture but there's no need. I went to his work to visit him and he gave me a promise ring, a VERY nice promise ring. He went away to Europe for "business". When he came back ...

My comp is back from its doctor. Thank Goddess. So now its time for catching up. I can't quite remember everything that has happedned since my last entry. Well to update this silly Matt thing. I no longer like this kid. And to further this I plan on not liking anyone at a jump again. I got to know this kid and he is absolutely rediculous. He recently shaved his head because he is depressed reason being he doesnt have a girlfriend. I think that this is one of the better things one could do to ...

YAY! I'm finally graduating from culinary school. I have worked on my externship for like a year...it really shoudn't take that long. In the beginning I had to accomplish 660 hours in one job site. It really took me like five. My first job was at a really nice, fine dining kind of place and I couldn't hack it. They wouldn't let me do any hands on work because I wasn't learning fast enough. My second job was at a little pizza place. It was quiant and comfortable and I was really at home there....

Matt, mentioned earlier as the new driver at my work, drove me home tonite. I think he's starting to pick up that I like him. Which is a bad thing. I need to stop this silly crush...what is a girl to do? So on this ride home tonite I was just maing conversation and he was saying how he had been offered a job at Domino's. But he decided to stay at Pizza Hut. I said that it was good, we needed more interesting people. He asked how he was interesting, I replied that he was shy. He said he had go...

I realize that this headline and sub mite look a little odd one under the other. But let me explain. I hate living with the men I live with. They don't clean anything, do any dishes, or clean litterboxes. Luke does his own laundry. I have to do all of this for these guys. it sucks all the time. So on the whole su title level, there is a new driver I have to go rite now, so I'll edit this later to finish.Hey I'm back to finish this, its only what? Two days later? Well to explain Matt, he's the...

Hey I figured I should tell all of you a little about myself. I'm 20 btw, my birthday is on May 2nd. Let's start wtih what I look like, seeing as I don't have any new pictures. I am growing out my short, reddish brown hair. I have green eyes behind a pair of prescription Emo glasses. I am 5'4 and I weigh about 150 lbs. I make my own hemp necklaces and I love rings. My piercings include - my left nipple, tongue and belly button. Moving onward, I used to live in Plainville, CT. I moved to Torr...